Wannna Write???

I have been thinking all day and all night now - I must write something , something good, inspiring, energetic and dashing. Each and everytime I fell short of something and mainly always fell short of my emotions. Yes-writing without emotions is not a writing and speaking without emotions is like the words uttered by a machine.

The question here is why I fell short of emotions. Am I not emotional person? Am I not sensible and responsive person? These questions popped up in my mind like a corn poped from the popcorn machine.

But I don't have answers to these questions right away. I will leave these questions here just in case if I find anything which could become potential answers.

Lost

I was thinking a lot about 'lost' very recently. I have a friend within myself who keeps pestering me,"you are lost!, Buddy". I always reply back to him , "what?"
I always try to look back to him and say "I have a little map here!" and try to grin. He grinned me back. I realised he looks more beautiful when he smiles.
But the question itself keeps popping up in my mind , "am I really lost?"